the path continues

it has been 1 month since my latest...

got nothing to tell though and just want to fill in some pieces...

still kicking after all the nonsense that has been going...

i still having doubts in my heart...

but this can be vanquish with games...

psych...XD

dooms for my ending...

utar utar....

a university known for standards and whole lot of pain in the ass...

now i am having my 1st finals in my degree and it is isnt easy at all...

6 subjects to recover all that is implant in the brain and now waiting to vomit all out to refresh restart and back for more business...

wat a way for utar to start their finals with static that i presume that left every1 who is having that for finals to be static...

for those who dont understand i could alternate the meaning by saying being frozen due to shock... there were no mid term for that freaking subject which left us out to survive ourselves to test out our statics by our own which left us static...

what is more to torture us... hard questions that only the lecturers can solve for maths... complicating circuits to solve... creating circuit through requirements... history of failure from previous ignorant arrogant engineers and idiotic ethics???

this is not the end as i still have 4 years to complete of whats called degree... and if i cannot succeed in getting through then i suggest that i might as well get over with it and do something that i can acheive in my daily life which is how to survive...

life's getting a bit dull due to difficulties...

my PC

at last after 3 weeks than expected 2 weeks my PC has arrived...

wahahahahahahahaha...

it is so cool...

a slim PC better than my bulky 1 and it is much cooler...

wide screen monitor 19.5inch...

the spec of the comp can consider a good price top pay...

i mean dual core with 2.8GHZ...

4Gb Ram and half 1TB hard disk...

and cost 2.1k at PC fair itself...

damn nice wei...

except for vista...

life going easy...

my new PC

i am gonna have my new PC in 14 days but till then i have to wait like a hungry ghost waiting for the festival...

my current PC is already about 5 yrs old which for me who like to use full capacity of the computer thinks that this PC is consider useless...

but then i already promise that i will make full used of this new 1 for studies at most...

OMG making promises that i dont even make myself 1...

more details when i get the new 1 and use it for the next post...

back to movies where i saw harry potter 6th film which i can say that it is better than the 5th probably because of dumbledore dying but other than that it feels like the 5th film...

more of that tomolo...

life is taking its toll in the future...

the proposal

wow today after 12pm i went straight to cathay cineplex and watch this hilarious movie called the proposal starring sandra bullock and my all time favourite romantic comedian which is ryan reynolds...

dont really know them ?

sandra bullock has been M.I.A or off screen for her comeback which is the proposal...

she hates romantic comedy but gave a different perspective on the proposal because of ryan reynolds...

dont they look adorable...

anyway whats so good about this movie?

well...

sandra plays a bitchy boss bossing every1 including ryan reynolds who is her assistant...

unfortunately the character sandra plays is not american but a canadian in a american firm...

so she lies about being engaged to ryan to stay in america due to her dissaprove visa...

and this where ryan gets his revenge by playing along but to harm sandra...

in the middle... moment of crazyness and chaoctic moments occur in the film which makes u want to rofl and lmao...

so whats next is for u to find out...

the movie is rated C but i give it a B...

nothing

well actually i got nothing to write because of non exciting events...

so i was thinking should i go to see movies or go hang out...

do crazy stuff or just fool around as usual or may be stare at the wall due to a lot of free time...

hm... i dont know...

wish that something new wil come out or i have to find it myself...

life's like that when u have the free time...

exams...

next time when u want to laugh at some1 try not to laugh of something that u also have to face...

which is exams...

i laugh at people too much that in the end the last laughs goes to them and not me...

y?

because this saturday on the 18th of july i have 2 exams which are basic electronics and programming which i have to face rather than 1 exam which every1 had already done...

this totally out the ordinary sucks....

i feel like putting my head on the chopping board and chop off my head rather than humiliation...

so on the 18th of july i am gonna act like zombie and die...

life's like that laughing his head off...

prototype

well it took me a hell of a week just to finish the so called addictive game called prototype...

but wat is prototype...

well here is the storyline of the game...

u first start off as alex mercer...

a guy of course... u aspect a girl?

after some mishap u seem to forget ur past and who u are...

thats the main problem but more happenings started to curse the city of manhattan which is new york...

there is a virus infection... however it doesnt affect u in some way...

after barging out of a army base... u were shot by army weapons but that doesnt kill u...

u amazingly survived but u dont know how...

after some hours in the story u can do crazy stuff such as have claws, musclemass, hammerfist, whip and shield...

fighting the infected and the army as trying to control the infestation and killing the army for wat they done to him...

and u got some cool skills u can try but most of the skills arent really that useful unless needed... which mainly i think it is for roaming the city...

every helicopters, tanks and people with rocket launchers have 100% accuracy on hitting u... and u got to fight nasty big monsters which takes time to kill that ***************.

so in a way u already in deep shit...

but it is fun as hacking and slashing plus u can consume people to be that person...

consume a person in an army suit and u can inflitrate the army base...

how cool is that..

silently consume or u can just barge in like nobodies business and make a chaos also can be done...

if u are that pro...

hijacking helicopters and tanks ... and killing more ************

mid game gets interesting with the full body armor and ur trusty ultima weapon is the blade...

wats the diff... u got some claws...

try using blade and penetrate the tanks... it will explode...

lastly is the devastation attack...

i wide area of attack that brings chaos to the whole area... lots of whack...

the best weapon with high damage but can get urself killed if not used wisely...

but in the end u might get ur memories but still u safe new york(as usual) from devastation...

the flaws....

well again are the powerups and some lousy scenery due to boxy buildings... and the place u fight is desserted...

u wouldnt know how ur life deplets so fast because of the people attacking u at the same time which frustrates me every single time...

but everything is well done...

thank u to the creators of prototype...

life's like that having some life.

addiction

i have a confession to make.....

everyday i have been doing this for the whole week almost non-stop...]

this is the reason of my dissapearence of my blogggggggg....

i dont know whether i can stop this addiction....

it is like drugs but no consumption on it...

an everyday routine that not all people do...

a sickening thing that all must avoid....

even parents find it disturbing.....

but this i have to express all my feelings...

I

AM

ADDICTED

TO

PROTOTYPE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i have been playing this game and still i cannot get over it.....

even though my comp cannot really support that well but still it is addictively good....

i think i am gonna fail this sem but for now.....

PROTOTYPE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

life's like that.

the suffering

i am posting this because i am in a emotional wreck.

i wish i could do a lot of things and commitments but dont know where to start.

i thought that i am 1 of the good guys wif good personalities with no bad traits but actually i have much more bad personalities that creates a black hole on me.

communication was very easy for me but in the end it all come down to dead silence where there is nothing relates to me.

all in this world could have forgotten me due to my invisibility in society rather than my existence.

where can i go, who am i, why i am here in this god forsaken place, what good should i do, how to use sense, when am i going to stand up.

these questions filled my mind but there is no clear answer for all of them.

the future awaits but i dont know whether i can cope or fear that tomorrow comes and haunts me.

in the end there is only one answer.

live long, happy and free.

thats the place that i belong.

R.I.P not for long for me

i think i am gonna booked a tomb stone or maybe a undertaker to cremate my useless body of rot........

y i say such things.....

well.....

i have 2 experimental reports that i havce to pass up on wednesday and thursday and these reports are not even closed to 50% finish....

most of all is my basic electronic report is totally worthless.....

that experiment i didnt do much at all and all the smart ones are having the right result.....

my report on CFC for EIS is also another thing....

i dont have the whole thing to do presentation slides which these are their marks in my hands....
if this dont go too good means we gonna have very very VERY low marks....

basically my life is now on the verge to hell so....

life's like that signing off.

R.I.P to the King of Pop

i know is late due to the fact that the news was this morning but now only i get to send my last respect to the late michael jackson.

he was suppose to comeback for his comeback tour but now he has noback forever....

this legend inspire me to listen to music since small and how to do his moves such as the moonwalk.

without him i thing that i wouldnt have continued my piano and learn how to dance...

all i can say now you may be gone but your music and ur legacy stays forever in all minds.....

REST IN PEACE MICHAEL JACKSON.

jd transform into nothing

today i got so excited because i finish class around 10am....

yippie hi ho wat a day.....

after 2 hours....

i took my cousin's advice and step on it to pj where the cinema is much better compare to compact KL...

so onwards to cathay cineleisure to see transformers......

y not at 1 U...... its there a difference in seats, leg space and etc.

nah, just i got something to do in cineleisure... :P

anyway when the show starts i was like wow......

MEGAN FOXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

u think i go this movie for optimus shit and bumblepoop.... FORGET IT.

i knew the reviews are bad and the only thing cool is the special effects, fight sequence and...

MEGAN FOXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

damn she is heated up so much both physically and mentally...

anyway... the show was a bit better because of what i said just now and there are a lot of cons.....

1st of all was the transformers itself.....

there are less humans communicating...

more robots but....

i see robots just cut into half without any action and talking....

plain weird and lousy....

the storyline is almost the same as the 1st movie so dont expect something bigger....

and whats more dissapointing is that the flow of the story is so OMG....

the comic line is good but the flow is totally off.....

no meaning.....

i am a fan but sometimes fans have to critic to make it better for all the fans.....

so dont believe me and go and watch....

what a DAY?

after my incident at setapak near a housing area, i dont DARE TO PARK THERE ANYMORE......

well i found a new parking slot....

and it is not near a housing area but a car lot.....

where i still can wander helplessly feeling the wind before hell breaks lose...

today i attended 8 hours of non stop action.

rather than working for 8 hours, i study 8 hours without breaks....

where i have 5 lectures hours at the same hall... and a 3 hour experiment which.... well..... i tell you later

but for now i tell you having 5 hours lecture staright is no a big deal....

unlessssssssssssssssssssss...

u got a women who always confuse u with circuit theory...

a overtalkative women who talks 30 mins only a theorem...

and a old dude who teaches thermodynamics that only he only knows.....

but thank god is not fluid mechanics because words cannot be describe and only the chemicals know....

back to where i am at is the 3 hour experiment...

i wish i did something but the truth is i done nothing but looking at people's useful mind to create a wonderful working circuit and for me staring mindlessly dreaming off to wonderland where only my soul could exist and my body not.

tragic but this is what you get for a guy who just entered the real university life...

well at leaast i get some quality time tomolo where i may go and watch movie but it will be bored because no one is joining me for a jolly good morning movie...

haiz....

life's like that signing off

My day just keeps getting better and better

just my luck, i wish i would have woken up early and just drive to the side parking lot and TBR, setapak rather than park so far and walk......

but i like walking....

needless to say of my stupidity. I again drag my butt not to get up and have more sleep... in the end the gift i got back in setapak is 2 FLAT TYRES....

what a coincidence... or should i say what are the odds of that....

i mean if i get denggi is like 1:1000000 but this is outrage....

are setapak people that kind....

that kind of people who just flatten peoples tyres......

bloody hell lah waste my damn time.... give me some warning by NOT FLATENING MY TYRES!!!

walk back to utar to get my handphone from my cousin sis who apparently forgot to bring her phone...... which i did not foresee the FLAT TYRES that time.

walk back to where my car is to confirm that no bastard comes near my car.....

which i hide myself behind a tree. :)

call the tow truck which of course cannot find the route to my car pack so i HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO WALK back to Ktar this time to confirm that the tow truck is what i presume is my life saver....

direct them to the car... which i did nothing at all but to stare at them doing their job....

which came to a conclusion of this, you ready.....

SOMEONE PUMPED OUT ALL THE AIR AND THEIR IS NO PUNTURE...

i know it is not worse as in my tyres are puctured and threathen by some ugly dude which thankfully it did not go that bad but this is childishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

haiz.....

somehow i got some good benefits.
it was a good experience as i got to ride in a tow truck.
it fascinates me and i dont know why.

but this benefits cannot overcome the negativity of today....

just my luck.....